I have so many questions but no answers to any of them at all. It’s okay, don’t even try to answer them cause I won’t trust anyone.

Someone told me today that she finally believes in God. I don’t know what to say or believe in anymore. God? Pfft. You can’t and shouldn’t believe in anyone but yourself. You make your choices and decisions in life, and nothing is ever god’s will or plan. There may be luck or fate, but you shouldn’t trust all your important life decisions to the whims of a superior being. What is the point of living, if you’re not living your life but one that has already been mapped out.

No I’m not a complete Atheist. I’m really a more atheist agnostic than an atheist but some things seem really obvious to me from the beginning. I know that if god exists, he would be sitting in a corner and not interfering with the lives of his creations; otherwise, he would be responsible for every human catastrophe in history. Don’t give me the “god is punishing us” spiel; a merciful god would not allow innocents to die, and an angry god should not be worshiped in the first place. I’m not going to say more about this cause I know how it feels like to believe in something very strongly and then have someone blatantly shoot down your beliefs without much proof. So! I’m going to take some religion classes next semester in hopes of finding answers to my questions. I don’t want to be the naive girl who sits in the corner and refuses to try to understand things from a different perspective.

Just a note. Today, I still believe that god does not exist and he is merely man-made. Religions were created by men so that people will have something to have faith in, so that life does not seem meaningless, so that they have someone to turn to and blame if all else fails. I still think no one should have to do something they think god wants them to do, and no one should have to choose a path in life that’s supposedly god’s will.

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