Tomorrow,

is my last day of work!

I’ve never been so happy since…I started work *wipes tear

I mean, I do like my job (not really haha) but it’s so dry and mundane! I dread going to work everyday ok wake up at 6am and wish the boss will call me and say today don’t have to go work cause..the office is infested with cockroaches or something wtf. Research work is soooo boring especially when you’re researching oil/petroleum blah.

It’s a good experience yeah but I’ve really had enough.I don’t know how my other colleagues can stand doing that every single day and they are all so hardworking! The earliest I’ve been to the office was around 8.30am and everyone was already doing their work! The latest I’ve ever went home was around 6.30pm and everyone was still busy doing work T_T I’ve NEVER ever seen any of them goofing around before. No facebook/blogs/youtube nothing! Only work work and work. The pay must be reallyyyy good then.

Yawn will continue this post tomorrow. Sorry for the abundance in advertorials lately, have to earn enough for my flight back =( Bye!

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I’m so angry at so many things lately *shakes fist in anger

1. I HATE MOSQUITOES

I seriously super duper damn kao hate mosquitoes. My hatred for it grew ten-million-fold these past two weeks cause they keep biting me for no good reason at all! Ok that’s stupid of course they have a reason to bite me but the thing is, I sleep with my brother and HE NEVER GETS BITTEN. So angry!! For the past two weeks, I’ve been waking up in the middle of the night to scratch away and to spray Ridsect every 10 minutes or so. And they never die!!!

I bought whatever you can find in the market to kill mosquitoes to put in my room but I still get bitten every night T__T I’m contemplating if I should apply mosquito repellent all over me before I sleep every night now boohoo.

Proof:

SEE!!! These marks are almost a week old so they look like chickenpox now but they used to be much bigger!

My arm. I have like 10 bites on each arm T_T and 20 on each leg ok T____T

Last Friday, a mosquito actually bit my eyelid AND the fold inside my ear!!!!!!!! HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE?? How did the mosquito fly into my ear, sneak itself into the fold and bite it!?

Then today, all hell broke loose when some stupid mosquito did something no other mosquitoes should ever do. It…bit…my…face T______________________T

Rule no. 1 for mosquitoes all over the world: thou shalt never touch a girl’s face, EVER! or hell hath no fury like a woman scorned!

Cannot see? Let me point them out

Ok so fine they don’t look that prominent in pictures but I swear if you see me now you’ll think that someone just beat the crap out of me cause my face is red and swollen all over! >=(

Disgusting picture of my ulcer T_T damn painful can die

I hereby grant myself the ultimate mission ok exterminating ALL THE MOSQUITOES IN THE WORLD. Touch my face again and you’ll die!

2.  I HATE PEOPLE WHO CALL ME AH MOI!

You know what’s the worst thing in the world? My grandma wanted to name me Suet Moi omg let me die now T_T thank god thank god thank god someone chose suet li instead if not I’ll have to answer to everyone who calls me ah moi. Can you imagine that??

Anyway, last week, we were walking back from lunch when one of my heels got stuck and I tripped. Right when I tripped, some stupid rempit on a bike wolf-whistled at me and called me ah moi. YOU WANT TO SEE AH MOI?? I’LL SHOW YOU AH MOI DUSH DUSH DUSH

Nah, a clearer pic wtf.

Anyway it happened quite some time ago so I’m not that angry anymore but right then I was so mad!! maybe cause it was embarrassing enough to trip and not have some rempit watch me fall…..

3. I HATE OLD PEOPLE

ok that’s an unfair generalization. I usually adore old people and feel sad when I see them and try to help them do whatever but I really hate this particular old man!

What happened was, last week when I was in Giant, there was this..60 year old man in front of me pushing his trolley. I was pushing my trolley with my mom behind him and we (both me and the old man) were kinda looking to our right cause someone was selling something. Suddenly, the old man stopped abruptly which caused me to bang my trolley into his feet.

He then started yelling at me and said I’m stupid for not looking at what was ahead of me. I was very apologetic at first cause for one, he was old and I respected him and his heel was bleeding from that collision so yes, I was really sorry. I told him I was very super sorry and he still kept scolding me!!!

He started saying that I have no eyes and that I shouldn’t talk next time when I’m pushing the trolley. WTF? I couldn’t take it anymore and retorted, saying that he was the one who stopped abruptly first and that he too, was looking at the salesman on our right.He got extremely mad that I talked back at him and started cussing at me. WTF?!?!

I was so mad cause a crowd was forming to watch this drama and he was making it seem like it was completely my fault!!! I do admit that I was wrong for not stopping in time cause I was busy looking to my right but I already said sorry what!! I then asked him what does he want from me? I already said sorry and he still kept yelling at me so does he want like compensation or something wtf and he got angrier cause I’m supposedly ‘younger and I shouldn’t talk back’

He thinks being older means he is always right ah! He thinks younger people should just always admit that they’re wrong and bow to him and not talk back! Finally, knowing that I couldn’t do anything about it, I just walked away. Last I saw, he was still yelling at me =.=

4. FLAMERS

Walao have you heard about the whole scandal??Ok if you haven’t, don’t bother, cause it’s just a waste of your time. What I’m really upset about is how people take that opportunity to flame ME too. Someone said I’m just some girl who talks about my stupid life and ugly boyfriend and doesn’t think I should be famous. (siao one if I don’t talk about my life then talk about what! it’s a personal blog what not entertainment/celebrity gossip blog) Not only that, I notice that lately I’ve been getting relatively more negative comments than I usually do.

Yes I know I shouldn’t get upset over these lowlife people who are just hiding behind pseudonyms and their computers whose single best achievement in life is flaming me or other bloggers. I also know that they are only sour/bitter/jealous for god knows what reason.

Honestly. Honestly. Honestly. Sometimes I wish I don’t have a blog or I should disable comments or I should lock my blog because I’m not the type of person who can take harsh comments and pretend that I don’t care. because. I do. I really don’t understand why they have to say stuff like that. I’m just a very very regular person who happens to blog. I’m not a celebrity blogger (i don’t know what that means), I’m not talented in any way (HAVE YOU SEEN ME DANCE/SING/ACT?!?! capsed cause I really suck at dancing/singing/acting), I’m not tall or slim enough to be admired like models and I just happen to be lucky sometimes.

I’m lucky that I found out about relatively affordable American education and that’s why I’m studying in the US now. Why get jealous cause of that? Anyone can study in the US what! I’m not even rich and I don’t attend events/party so why get jealous? Yes, I found someone who loves me very much but so can you what! (sounds like a self help book wtf if i can do it, SO CAN YOU! *points at you wtf)

If you really can’t stand me then just go away lah T_T if you can’t stand my wtfs (which if you notice, have been reduced a lot), if you can’t stand my face, if you can’t stand how emo/mushy I can get sometimes, if you can’t stand how people read me  even though I’m not pretty/have a stupid life and ugly bf then just fuck off la.

(i have a lot more to say about this, will continue in another post)

(ok screw it I shall never touch this topic again cause someone told me if you want to publish something about yourself online, you should be prepared to get criticisms which I totally disagree! Why must people behave like that towards other fellow human beings? Why must people vote CRASH  when mazlan won his car on flyfm?? argh this seriously makes me want to lock my blog. A blog is supposed to be a place where you can talk and share about your feelings and life and if doing that means you have to put up with mean, uncalled for comments, then I seriously am not ready for it)

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Went to Bijou Bazaar for the first time last week!

I drove all the way to cheras and then to bangsar then to midvalley then to curve and then back! omg what an achievement for me ok i usually only drive to the kopitiam behind my house to tapao food wtf

at kimgary, our official meeting place haha

bought this top at the bazaar for rm20! *big wet eyes

p.s: i came to work earlier today just so I can blog and everyone came even earlier than I did to do their work! *gasp* i’ve never seen more hard working people than this bunch