I am officially bogged down with work again =( my honeymoon period is now over. After 2 months of slacking off and getting bad results, (actually I didn’t really slack off..I always do the readings before class, and study like crazy before exam but why does this method not work anymore??) I’m determined to do better! I was so upset when I got back my bad results cause I *thought* I studied hard enough (around 3 days before the exams..but like 3 WHOLE days) but apparently not. sigh.
Anyway enough about boring nerdy stuff. Obama won yesterday! He’s not even going to be my president but this is the most exciting election I’ve ever seen! Stupid college mates went crazy when they announced him as the president (cause i’m in massachusetts and most people are democrats here) and started screaming..non stop..which was fine by me you should have the right to scream all you want..but not for THREE WHOLE HOURS!!! and continue screaming the next day!!!!!!!1
So I couldn’t sleep thanks to all that noise and ended up skipping a class the next day (excuse wtf)
You should watch both obama and mccain’s speeches that night. They were both really excellent speeches which gave me chills all over!
ok anyway i don’t have anything funny/lame/emo to talk about now. I’m just still really upset at my results but maybe i’m being too hard on myself? wait i am not being too hard on myself. i’m an asian. this is not too hard at all. i have to do well. my parents don’t work so hard to send me here for nothing. but but…it’s just college..and it’s just some stupid classes in college..
Omg i hope I’m exaggerating but i could be developing some mild schizophrenia
Recently my thoughts have been very disjointed and I even have voices in my head. I am not kidding. I don’t know if it’s the result of too little gamma-aminobutyric acid that’s why my neurotransmitters are not working that well hence the signals are overlapping..which is why i’m having mild disorganized thoughts but i really hope this is not the case..
Also, I’m very VERY insomniac lately. It’s getting on my nerves cause I need at least 45 minutes to fall asleep, no matter how tired I am or how early/late I go to bed! I almost wanted to take cough syrup so I could sleep faster but I might get addicted then become drug addict how wtf
I was talking to suann about our mothers then I remembered something very very funny! Trust me this is REALLY funny if you don’t laugh I’ll give you $1 wtf
So I first found out I got my period when I was 13. I was very embarrassed about it and tried hiding it from my mom so what I did was, I stole pads from her room WTF. Haih thief from such a young age. Anyway yeah two days passed and I’d successfully stolen 6 pads or so.
Then one fine day I came out of the toilet and my mom saw that I have brown stains on my pants. I guess my period leaked or what cause I didn’t know how to put on the pad properly wtf so she thought I shat in my pants HAHAHAH
“serene did you shit in your pants?? got diarrhea is it??! lau sai ah?”
(ya my english name is serene yaya very funny)
Then I got SOOOO shy and said in a very dejected voice, “haiya I got my period lah”
Then she brought me into her room to tell me what to do and asked me, “so you know how long it usually is?”
And I thought she was asking me how long a pad is, so I put my palms 5 inches apart and said “mmm I think it’s this long” wtf cause wanna show off that I know allll about period/pad already
Then she said “no lah I mean how long the duration of the period!!”
By then I was too embarrassed so I said oh I know I was about to answer that too! the end
(please bear in mind that I was still fat and pudgy Suet, don’t know why but it makes everything funnier. so you can’t say aww so cute cause when you think of how fat/ugly i was it’s not really cute anymore wtf)
eh laugh la wtf