July 20th, 2009
Yay? Nay?
Yays 1. Barry got me Kafka on the Shore after I’ve blogged about it once, and went to MPH to admire and stroke it a million times wtf
Nays 1. I’m not getting my RM500 makeover from Shawn Cutler after all. That’s the peril of joining contests and getting free things 
Yays 2. Two more weeks before I finish my internship and start my holiday for realz again!
Nays 2. This means it’s been 2 months since I came home..how time flies
Yays 3. I finally resolved the internal conflict within me and hopefully, things will be better from now on
Nays 3. I’ve only resolved one conflict, 1317902 more to go
Yays 4. I also finally came to terms with the fact that I’m not born skinny and will never be skinny and will always remain a little on the pudgy side but that’s totally okay because I’m happy with myself and that’s all that matters.
Nays 4. The line above is what I keep telling myself but it still hurts sometimes when some people think otherwise and no matter how happy I am with myself, I realize that I’m not the type of person who doesn’t care what people think
Yays 5. I saw my grandparents over the weekend and realized how much I’ve missed them
Nays 5. I also saw how much they’ve aged in the year I didn’t see them
Yays 6. I’m so glad that I get to see my boyfriend everyday and live a completely monotonous but very happy life
Nays 6. We have to start the whole 12-hours time difference thing again very soon
Yays 7. I’m so thankful that people like my blog, resulting in me being able to make money, resulting in me being able to finally not be so stingy.
Nays 7. However, my blog is also the source of tremendous whirlwind of emotions for me. I have to stop taking my blog so seriously but it’s hard when it’s already such a big part of my life
Yays 8. Malaysian food is so amazing.
Nays 8. What’s the point of me being in the center of all this amazingness when I can’t even touch any of it? Sigh why wasn’t I born skinny?
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hey suet li..been reading ur blog since last year.
to be honest, u r not chubby/fat/plump whatsoever at all! i think u look nice just the way u are..
nobody is born perfect.. so try to look at urself from a different perspective k? 
If you weren’t bored skinny.
I wasn’t born, anywhere near normal.
You look awesome, and like you say.
You’re happy and have the sweetest boyf.
One can’t have everything right.
Wee!
Yes, I miss Malaysian food too!!
To be honest, I like my girl to be slightly meatier. Don’t know about your boyfriend but skinny girls are only pretty to look at and not great to have
wht happened with the shawn cutler prize??
it seems that everything happens for both good and bad reasons, but don’t give up just because of those bad effects, i’m sure the yay ones would make the whole thing more worth while.
i think u are just right, i like how you are between fat and thin! perfect lor!
It’s your stingy-ness that I love the most! Nah, no matter you’re fat or thin or ugly or pretty, we will still love you! you’re too cute lah! How to NOT like you!!
I wanted to buy Kafka on the Shore, but i have to choose between that or Blind Willow, Sleeping Woman, which is a compilation of short stories, and i bought the latter one coz.. this is embarrassing, i think it’s worth to buy a lot of stories in a book, than to buy one story in a book. WAAHAHAHHAH~ i’m a stingy bastard too.. T_T
ohmygawd *smacks*
SUETLI YOU ARE GORGEOUS! and im not just saying it coz i love your blog and your sense of humour to bits. yes, you are not borderline-anorexic skinny billy willy but that does not mean you are NOT thin! because YOU ARE! so very pretty and you look very good in your clothes which makes pretty much everyone jealous of you, especially those people who claim otherwise about you just because they tak boleh tahan with their own ugly looks!
trust me, you’re thin. what size do you wear? S, M, L or XL? from what i see, its either S or M. S means small, M means medium. so you’re definitely NOT large.
im sorry if i sound rather er pushy coz im an XL and for the past years i felt horrible about my looks and it kills me to see you feel that way when you obviously are one of the prettiest girls i’ve seen. natural beauty somemore!
nice to see nice to hug. what more do you want! =)
Suet li!!!
I’ve heard enough of skinny girls complaining that they are fat. It makes me think that girls will never be satisfied with themselves no matter how skinny they are. So Please life is too short to waste it on these concerns.
You look great!! That’s all that matters!
why wasn’t I born skinny? totally same feeling wit u *hugs*
but i think u really look great in both~ so dont worry too much k? ;p
n yes… sometimes i tot i m happy enough n i dont wanna care or jz ignore the fact tat i m fat…but tis is totally in contrast wen ter is someone said tat i m fat
n y ur intern finish so fast? u start late than me but end way earlier than me~ so nice~ wakaka anyway, wish u n barry happy n lovely always yo :p
for the 7632147632154th time…dear suet li, you are not fat.
vous êtes très belle, mademoiselle. ikhlas ni…:)
while other ppl sibuk-ing to lose some weight, i’m sibuk-ing myself with gaining some weight…mucho haiz. we’ll nvr get satisfied of what we have…mucho mucho haiz…. *shakes head*
Aww, there there, Sweat! Just be thankful that you have all the Yays to yay about wtf =]
dun worry..i’m fatter then u banyak manyak times..but i’m still a happy girl
so u should to! *hugs*
lmao for the last nays… hit the gym la…
hello i love you don’t listen to idiots who consistently fart out of their mouths okay.
You’re not model-thin but you are pretty skinny!! (and pretty too). So don’t worry too much about it unless your mom starts telling you that you need to lose weight. If she doesn’t, then it probably means you are skinny enough already.
Alternatively, wear more high heels to elongate your silhouette
nvm, many people werent born skinny.. but as long as we are healthy and happy..
i think sometimes we should just be grateful with what we have.. hor?
for the last nays..
but u are born pretty.. very pretty..
u are born funny.. very funny..
celebrate your curves girl!
Wei…don’t complain la…God has given you the pretty face aldy (i really think that u r pretty). not born skinny also can be gorgeous one
sharon, aww really? sigh i cant really wear a lot of things la actually so im upset at that. but thanks!
lisa, aww thanks! yeah i guess noone is truly perfect!
kevin, actually i’ve heard guys saying that all the time but dunno how true that is..
panda, looong story but i’ll talk about it
cindy, yeah tht’s exactly the point of this post! thanks for understanding *big wet eyes
patricia, isit?? i think perfect is slim lor!
yumii, aww you’re so sweet ok! thanks a lot =D i dont remember what blind willow is about but i didnt like it that much i think. u should get kafka la it’s so much thicker and damn nice!!!
tamago, haha u sound like u gave up on me edi wtf and like very frustrated! so cute la! truth is i dont look good in everything which is what makes me sad TT dont u see me wearing the same shirt all the time wtf. but i get what u mean and sorry im complaingin so much T__T and thanks *touched
lilxcute, hahaha! i want can wear anything!
elaynne, yeah i guess it’s true, noone will ever be satisfied. thanks!
sherlyn, haha im doing a 2 month internship only! thanks =D
winnie, why everyone so frustrated with me edi hahaha. yeah sigh i give u 7 kg la then i’ll be happy edi!
xiangyun, hahaha! true!
lizzie, haha awww! ya i should too!
saddient, ya i got ok! trying!
carol, it’s hard la carol!!!
mars, aww thanks! actually ya my mom got tell me but i brushed her off wtf. im not a high heels kinda person =S
hayley, yeah true! haih how to always think like that leh
donna, haha thanks! i should be greatful right
erlinda, i dont have curves! my body V shape one wtf
cherwee, but skinny then can eat all these food T__T haiya i always complain one. complainer number 1 wtf
yah hor sounded rather frust hahahah no lah must scold ny will listen mah ;p
but i know what u mean, i see those ppl and celebs online who wear whatever shituglyclothes but still look so damn nice/hot/sexy/cun/gempak just coz they’re super skinny and tall >____<
no lah didnt give up on you lah hehe coz i know this is just a moment that everyone goes through with themselves =)
if you give me ur 7kg for real…i’ll be thanking all the gods in the world (batu, pokok, matahari, voodoo doll included wtf) and YOU too muahahahaha…
Being skinny sucks ok, it’s ugly.
Pudgy is hawt
Suet Li. I think u’re gorgeous and definitely NOT fat. U’ve got a wonderful personality too!
N i LOVE ur blog ( I dont know how many times have i said that but i don’t care. I must let u know how much i enjoy reading ur blog. =P )
“The line above is what I keep telling myself but it still hurts sometimes when some people think otherwise and no matter how happy I am with myself, I realize that I’m not the type of person who doesn’t care what people think” - I feel exactly the same way about my height. T_T
Oh..it’s ok to be pudgy girl (i think i’m chubby too) cuz you can be chubby AND gorgeous which you definitely are!!!!!
*i think i am too* yay yay. and my boyfriend keeps telling me that. well he doesn’t think i’m chubby lah. but it’s cool. look at..beyonce, kim kardashian..they’re “thick” and gorgeous!
curves rock. and me loves your blog
then again.. I so think you’re not pudgy..you’ve got great height. But between convincing yourself that you’re not pudgy and convincing you that you can be pudgy and gorgeous…I chose the latter.
haha. that’s my though process.
opps. sorry for spamming. THOUGHT process *grins*
yes we love your blog!
we’re talking online so i wont say nething here. but I <3 u wtf
hey cute kawaii girl,
cheer up dont feel bad abt not being skinny cuz got so many slimming products outdey WTF! or puasa lohh WTF!
lol cute girl, be happy ok! WTF
lol! eh when im gonna stop WTF, so itchy my fingers aledi WTF! lol ! WTF
oh man. now i can totally identify with the 12-hour thing wtf.
Hi Suet Li, you’re a very attractive girl and should never have to feel otherwise!
yeah msian food so good, i went penang 2 weeks ago and put on 2kg @#$%^&*
wah….long time din visit here…so sorry…busy with my new life….btw, ur body shape is nice….dun care skinny or fat….just feel happy bout ur own shape!
Long Distance Relationships suck
Am in one, he’s also back from the States for Summer break 
and he’ll be off again in August. Sigh .