Under the sea

Hello! I haven’t blogged in forever cause I don’t know what to blog about T__T What happened to me? Maybe this is the end..of being a blogger. I used to wake up knowing what I want to blog about exactly, or do something and then think to myself ok I must blog about this!, or sit in class writing a list of things I want to talk about. I don’t do any of these anymore!

Sigh, I never thought the end will be so…unceremonious. I thought it’d be more of a big deal, like one side of me going WHOA I’M NOT GONNA BLOG ANYMORE and the other side going GASP YOU CAN’T!!! and the other other side going LET HER BE  and yeah..like that. Now it’s just me going oh I guess I will stop blogging gradually and every other side of me solemnly nods its head in agreement.

Hahahahah that’s such a funny sight! Can you imagine having a few sides of you inside your head, and all of them bobbing their heads in synchrony? I can imagine having four mini Suets doing that now. God I AM weird.

Anyway I’m kiddingggg! Of course this is not THE end. This might be one of the many events which will progressively lead to THE end, but it’s absolutely not THE end! wtf.

I haven’t been very busy lately. I don’t even remember what I did the last 5 days I didn’t blog! Well I went to the beach..went shopping..went high-table dinner again..that’s all! Sigh, time flies soooo fast.

Cari, Maria and me at high-table dinner!

With Cari and Maggie. We have to wear black to high-table dinners, ho hum!

Obligatory camwhoring after the dinner

Everytime I change my color contacts, I feel like a different person wtf

Blue makes me feel bold somehow. Like I can do anything and still get away with it..hmm..*puts ideas in my head

I ♥ polaroid pictures!

Let’s make silly faces!

With Connie, one of my favorite floormates!

High-table dinners are always so much fun =D

Went out on Friday although I have so much work to do just cause it’s Friday night and we’re in Hong Kong and it’s just wrong to not go out on Friday nights!

Man, I HAVE changed. No more of that “no you guys go ahead I’m just gonna stay in to do some homework” crap which actually just means “I wanna watch my drama all night cause I’m anti-social like that” wtf

With Andrew who refused to smile for the camera

“I hate having my pictures taken!” whine whine whineee

I didn’t take a lot of pictures that night cause it takes too much energy to open my bag, take out my camera, take it off the case and turn it on wtf.

What else..what else..

Oh, I found out that going to the beach is really really fun! I’ve always hated the sand all over you and seawater in your eyes thingy but it feels so liberating to swim in such a vast pool of nothingness and to feel so close to death. Man, I’m so dark wtf. But it’s true, the feeling of swimming in the sea is so foreign to me and yet so calming at the same time.

I have always loved swimming but nothing beats swimming without the security of a reachable piece of land underneath. If you get tired of living or if you feel like your life is so perfect right now that if you live on it would just destroy the perfection of it all, then you could just easily stop swimming and let yourself sink into this bottomless pit. And the best part is no one would even know.

Am I the only person who finds this really really calming??

Okay I’m getting weird. I really should start doing my work now T__T

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29 Responses to “Under the sea”

  1. 1
    Li Hong says:

    I find swimming calming too! In fact I always go swimming whenever I’m upset.

  2. 2
    Sharon says:

    you look really pretty in the first picture! :D
    is that a pearl headband? looks gorgeous!
    and why are you giving people suicide ideas wtf lol

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    Patricia says:

    im a johor swimmer but im TERRIFIED of the sea! ironic they tell me. but it’s like something’s lurking underneath you and… i watch too much Jaws.

    btw u look really pretty in the pics :)

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    gwen says:

    swimming in the sea has always been really scary for me. i’ve always wondered how it’s like to keep on walking further and further away from the shore. watch too much tvb drama dy haha!

    and i think you look so much prettier in HK! must be the happiness! =)

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    lilbunny says:

    Owh, i can’t swim & i’m scare of those sands. I even wear sandals into the seawater. Pathetic.

  6. 6
    jay see says:

    finally you updated :)
    you still look very fair in the pictures.
    you look very kiut in that silly faces picture!

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    Amanda says:

    lol i always have two people talking in my mind.. >< all of which is myself of cos. both of them arguing too.. then later i will unconsciously say it out loud. T_T then my frens will stare at me and go =_=” and i will just smile sheepishly.

    once again i love your pics!! hehe andrew is cute but only if he smile sure cuter one la.. XD

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    Sher says:

    Oh, I’m so glad this is not the end of your blog:P

    How do you get such perfect curls in your hair? They’re so luscious and seriously so pretty:)

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    cindy khor says:

    i felt the same way too when i’m floating about in the sea, but the sad news is i never get to float about for 3 years and totally forgot about the feeling (gosh, too many “about” in one sentence).

    anyway, i think you look prettier day by day and thanks for not ending your blog or i’ll die of boredom.

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    bs says:

    No Suet don’t ever stop blogging~~ I wanna read even when you’re old and wrinkled (but still sexy *cough*) and all you blog about is how you can’t even see the keyboard anymore wtf

  11. 11
    N says:

    Everything’s fine and dandy till a jelly fish comes along and stings you in the gonads.

  12. 12
    Angie says:

    I think the way you write changed too ! I duno .. like more cool and chill wtf

  13. 13
    CraSH says:

    looks like suet is growing up and for the better!! congrats congrats… i am sure you will the blog going, dont you feel that as you grow older, time passes quicker than normal. so much to do and not enough time!!?
    anyway, you look great in the pictures and continue to have loads of fun before heading back to mt.holy.

  14. 14
    lily says:

    ooooooo andrew is hotttttttt hotter then koki can

  15. 15
    Hayley says:

    yerrr suet why you can curl your hair so nicely??
    and did you lose weight?

  16. 16
    clem says:

    omg the beach!! 30C forecasted this weekend (though rainy wtf) and i’m actually fairly near to a beach! topless people mmm wtf.

  17. 17
    Eve says:

    suet!!i love the way you do your hair!!!=D

  18. 18
    Erny says:

    I happen to realise, you have nice curls. :-)

  19. 19
    Eunice says:

    I like yr make up and contact lens..can u do a make up post for this?:)

  20. 20
    sweatlee says:

    lihong, u should try swimming in the sea!

    sharon, thanks! yeah it is =) hahha wtf

    patricia, haha yeah it’s scary but nice at the same time! thanks =)

    gwen, hahah yeahh scary! heh maybe =D

    lilbunny, hahah why!

    jaysee, thanks! i use fair and lovely wtf hahah.

    amanda, hahah why like that! haha he doesnt like to smile one

    sher, actually after i curled my hair i tied it into a bun! maybe thts why like more volume?

    cindy, what u mean u cant float for 3 yrs? go float now! haha thankss

    bs, hahahha wtf! aww thankss

    n, hahaha gonads wtf hahahha why so stupid

    angie, hah why u think so??

    crash, why u saw im growing up! haha thankss sigh i dunwan to go back..ever

    lily, both also not hot la im the hottest wtf

    hayley, ermm i dont think i did! i dunno it takes skillz wtf

    clem, hahha u should go!

    eve, thanks!!

    erny, thank you =D

    eunice, i did before! like page 3 or something. it’s the same makeup!

  21. 21
    Lyn says:

    Wow Andrew really stayed emo-ly still during those shots! How’d he do that without breaking into a fit?! haha.

  22. 22
    SuvienLah. says:

    Hahaha. I do not know how to swim. ): But oh, I do know how to float. So yeah, floating is quite calming to me.. somehow.

    I really really wish I can have that “no you guys go ahead I’m just gonna stay in to do some homework”. It never works on me, prolly once in 10 times or something wth sighhh.

  23. 23
    Andrew says:

    whine whine whineee!

  24. 24
    c says:

    hey suet, i sent you an email to your gmail account. could you check it? thanks:)

  25. 25
    Tey Cindy says:

    u loose weight dee! US food better than HK meh~ hahaha xD

  26. 26
    Mt says:

    It’s funny how u make up a post out o nothing..ahaha!

  27. 27
    Kiran says:

    Your photos are not displaying due to exceeded bandwidth.

    Don’t stop blogging Suet, just take a break if need be. Good luck and have fun.

  28. 28
    Me says:

    Who is Andrew? Your boyfriend? He is cute!!!

  29. 29

    I’ll right away grab your rss feed as I can not find your email subscription link or e-newsletter service. Do you’ve any? Kindly let me know so that I could subscribe. Thanks.

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