The past few weeks have been a whirlwind of turbulent emotions for me. I should have learned my lesson by now, to always listen to my head and not anything else. Have you ever felt like you wake up knowing exactly what is right or wrong and what you should do, but godammit you just [...]

Hello, I feel weird posting something totally unrelated to the below entry right after it..but here’s a story about my life in college. Before I begin, a big thank you to all the comments and kind words! I really appreciate them and I’ve read each and every comment at least twice. The main reason why [...]

After more than a week of avoiding my blog, I finally gathered up enough courage to click on my own link and face it while biting my lower lip in nervousness. What am I going to blog about? Why do I not care about something that was once so important anymore? How do I face [...]

Sometimes when I accidentally let my guard down, I still think of you. I unwittingly think of your smile on cold rainy days, of your warmth on my way to work, of your gaze while I pretend to listen to conversations around me. At moments like that I feel utterly helpless and scared, because I [...]

It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who [...]

I am an ESFJ. What are you?

i started work yesterday! first day of work and i had to stay till 8pm already T____T actually i stayed out of my own freewill cause i was seriously enjoying what i was doing. this is extremely weird because i was merely doing super tedious data entry stuff wtf. i suspect it’s because i was [...]

I was trying to take time off for myself but I realized that I just couldn’t do it. I couldn’t stand a single second of being alone without yakking my mouth off to anyone who would listen. But I desperately NEED time for myself right now, more than ever. I don’t know why, it’s not [...]

Hey! Sorry for the hiatus guys, I have no time to blog Just came back from Phuket yesterday, saw my dad whom I haven’t seen in 6 months, then had to fly here this morning! I’m in Kota Kinabalu now by the way and will be here for a week. I’m so excitedddd but can’t [...]

Sorry I’ve been MIA-ing, busy as hell lately!! Meanwhile, here’s a short vlog just for fun. Notice how different my hair is already from my first vlog. I shall do a video every month to document the growing out progress of my hair wtf. Not that I’m growing it out, gonna cut realllll short when [...]