I’m so tired of everything right now. It’s always the same cycle of things, and I’ve grown increasingly frustrated that I don’t know where the start and end are anymore. I have a new goal in my life and amidst all the other 239291 goals I have in life, I don’t know how valid this [...]

When I was 14, I used to listen to Ayumi Hamasaki before I slept every single night. My uncle had given me a very cool portable CD player and someone had loaned me his Ayumi album. Computers and internet did not exist for me then so this was my sole cherished entertainment. Every night, I [...]

So I’ve completely forgotten that I have a blog and I have an unwritten obligation and duty to churn out random stuff here. How have I been the past few days: Miserable Two days ago, I was struck with the worst insomnia I’ve ever had in a long long time. I went to bed at [...]

It’s funny how my emotions are so vulnerable to basic uncomplicated events. I was feeling really upset one day because I thought I did badly in a paper and when I found out I got a really good grade for it, I was on cloud nine for days. Then today I felt really confident about [...]

In the midst of struggling to write my paper, I thought of the sun and how majestic it is. It was just one of those random sun-popping-into-your-mind moments I’m sure everyone has experienced before. The prevalence of malingered PTSD has increased in the recent –image of the sun pops up– years and this calls for [...]

My self-drawn schedule of the months of Oct, Nov and Dec is filled with red writings all over. *PRESENTATION* *PROJECT DUE* *MIDTERM* *PAPER DUE* staring right back at me, forming a blur of red ink and pink highlights. Two more weeks of boring lectures and rushing deadlines, 1 week off for ‘revision’ which we all [...]

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As I sat in class today with a myriad things running through my head, I was transported back to small random memories of my summer this year. Memories of familiarity, memories of love, memories of contempt, memories of sadness. One memory in particular occupied the remaining 20mins of my class with such profound strength that [...]