Things are getting harder and harder each day for us and I don’t know what we or I did to bring us to this stage. I thought love always prevails but that’s not so true after all, is it? 3 years 8 months and still counting. But does that really matter anymore? Should how long [...]

this post is password-protected cause i don’t know if my friend will be comfortable with me talking about him so publicly. knowing him, he probably doesn’t care since he doesn’t read my blog anyway, but i don’t want it to be THAT public, that’s why the password is readily available. anyway you all remember my [...]

Continuation of Redang! **more pictures after the cut, to save you from having to load the whole page everytime you come to my blog!**

Someone please do the honor of killing me now please T_______T cause I’m having the worst period cramp in the whole wide world and I really feel like my life is flashing right before my eyes now. I hate this time of the month cause I always get VERY SUPER DUPER bad cramps, those type [...]

amidst all that flurry of packing our bedsheets and kettle and books and clothes and winter coats and all that taping up of boxes, writing our names and class, wrapping nice stuff in newspaper so no one will steal them, deciding which tops i should bring back, weighing my luggage, panicking about how everything is [...]

SERIOUSLY I’M SO ANGRY NOW!!! WHY DO I HAVE SO MUCH WORK TO DO HAH HAH WHY PLEASE TELL ME WHY! WHY DO I HAVE 4 FINALS AND 3 PAPERS!!!! so angry!!! why do those professors think we have no other classes except theirs! why must they give us so much pressure! seriously why am [...]

I feel lost again, so very lost about everything now. My eyes are swollen from all that crying and my body feels so weak with all that shivering. I thought I can handle this well but at this point in time, I feel so confused and so disoriented. I was talking to my boyfriend last [...]

Today I achieved Nirvana. After printing all my readings and after reading 2 chapters of 90 pages of the smallest print you’d have ever seen, I finally came to an important realization. I was so close to dropping the class and call it quits but that got me thinking. I really really like this class, [...]

I have the biggest dilemma of all dilemmas. You see, I have a boyfriend of 3 years (and 2 months this coming Tues!) and we’re so happily in love..when we’re not arguing. Anyway the arguments are not the problem cause I like it when we argue. So the other day we ran out of things [...]

I start this post with the biggest and longest crying emoticon ever in the history of time wtf T_________________________________________________________________T I’m so sad today cause it’s Chinese New Year but I’m still stuck in this place. Here begins my first of many years of not celebrating CNY T__T CNY is such a big part of my [...]